Leave me

I feel the weight on my heart, it's like a stone
no more days, and i'll be gone
There's nothing left to care about
i load the gun, shout, jump out of the boat

It's so cold, so scary and mad
no more days cause i see the black
skies over me, under the sea
no one can rescue me

Leave me, i'm falling
skipping life, going away
leave me, tonight i'm dying
drowning, i'm on my way to stray

I saw the future, days and my past
they are like a movie, they run so fast
through my eyes, like thousand lies
i load the gun, cry, jump over the skies

Freeze everything i once had
i will never come back
skies over me, i'm falling asleep
these streets are so steep

Could you leave me, im going
loving life, hating days which have nothing for me
leave me, tonight i'll be dead
don't fear your life, like i dread

And so, I don't see the light
and i won't fight
my way to somewhere, just will stay here
and look up to you somewhere

Could you leave me to the railroad
everything that's left of me is thread
I am not here anymore